Day 3-- Something I have to forgive myself for. I made a lot of decisions in 2001 that weren't the best. I was a wounded animal and had lost my way in my walk with faith. I trusted people that I shouldn't have trusted. I thought at the time it was the best thing for Mackenzie to spend Fathers Day weekend with Adam. I didn't know Adam wouldn't bring him back... EVER. The only thing I can do is try to prevent people from making the same mistakes I did. I hope one day ultimately Mackenzie and I can be reunited and he can forgive me.