Sunday, September 14, 2008

Reflections of the Deployment

On the first of every year I usually reflect back on my blogs and talk about important blogs for each month. I didn't do that this year. So I thought I would do it for the deployment.

Lets start with the Goodbye

Monday, July 23, 2007 Myspace Blog

It was time to say goodbye ~

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 Myspace Blog

Yes I am Okay! ~ A poem I wrote about deployment

Saturday, September 15, 2007 Myspace Blog

The Chaos Doesn't End Yet ~ My Fender Bender at the Commissary

Thursday, October 11, 2007 Myspace Blog

I’ve been so humbled ~ My first phone call after Rick was officially in the sandbox

Saturday, October 27, 2007 Myspace Blog

Rough Week ~ I totaled the Metro & Alex comes home from AIT.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007 Myspace Blog

What We Go Through

Sunday, December 23, 2007 On Blogger

Waiting Spouses and the Huntsville Times

Thursday, January 10, 2008 On Blogger

Passion I am coming to the realization that some people just don't understand the passion I have for my husband and the passion he has for me. Nor do I think this is blind passion that it will eventually end. I am most definately not in love with this deployment

January/Feburary cusp

Friday, February 15, 2008 On Blogger

Catching up ~ R&R

Friday, March 21, 2008 On Blogger

Windows ~ Rick and now try to leave our webcam's rolling most of our days and nights so we can keep an eye on each other. Even while we sleep. We are on opposite schedules. He works mostly while I sleep and vice versa. He put me to bed last night and I cuddled in bed and flipped open my Nintendo DS for awhile just to do something and unwind. I could see my window with his webcam in it from my bed. I would glance up and he was reading a book by his computer. I closed my DS and cuddled up with some blankets and it felt like almost we were cuddling. Virtually Cuddling. I could almost smell him, feel him, touch him as he read his book. I didn't share my thoughts with him till this morning. Its almost as if he was here in my bed. It didn't feel so lonely. What a blessing Technology has given us.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008  On Blogger

Letter to Rick

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 On Blogger

What Hurts the Most by Rascall Flatts ~ Dealing with R&R Depression

Sunday, June 8, 2008 On Blogger

How do I feel now ~ Desolution of a Close friendship

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 On Blogger

Its that Time of the Deployment ~ Well I have watched others go through it. Now I am at that stage of deployment where its wrapping up and little things seem to send me into a tail spin. I am sleeping less and less. I am bitchy... not that I haven't used the bitch card over the past 11 and half months. I still doubt the last months or weeks of deployment are harder than the first. At least for me. But I have yet to finish so we will see. Lately I am so moody and emotional.

Thursday, August 07, 2008 Myspace Blog

Oh no my baby is in school

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 Myspace Blog

Not yet finished








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